08:08 PM- GMT (+7)

Hellow y'all, i'm back! Writing this eventually not planning at all, now i'm on the car waiting my friend but yeah I think why not writing a piece of today's awesome moment I'm thinking how different to be here now, I mean the city, the malls, the people even more... yolooooo Truly this job right now, making me staying longer that I ever thought I would be, ahahahaha sorry to be so honest about that City of Memories, iyeps, money could never buy to replace our best memories! I am happy to be here again Today, just back from helping a birthing mother while running around the parking mall, awkward?? Yes, me too How come we were in same level lot? How come we going down while we supposed to going out? How come nobody's not there? How come she was alone? How come we saw the blood or water or whatever it was -____-" Don't worry la, the mother in good, her family being told and good, we're good also What I want to write is.........

helping the birthing mother to hospital is just sooooooooo........intense feeling, running here, there, waiting, praying, worry, fluttering beh..... -______-" I was shaking inside, oh Dad, and still dag - dig- dug

And now, While riding on my friend's car, I see this city has much grown up, i could tell it's awesome, while wind blows and light raining came Since more than a decade comparing those times and now... Since first time and that day seeing this city, its stole my heart..., i dont know who to blame right? ahahaha It's been a while Since everything has felt this right Suddenly it all around, make me smile and I like the smell of this city's petrichor I am praising the One who gives merci and blessing to this City, Thank You

Oh ya, again, while here Thinking about old friends I had left, gosh,... yeah some people might just crossing but yet never disappear at all, right. All those misunderstanding issues that left behind might not completed I wonder why I left, might too tired or just probably better that way... we had choose in who side we stand and trust, it's our choice to be move on without each other i think. I wonder, each of us has our own thought that might never come to an end. I wonder who the one who got away... and if i'm the one, then, very sorry my Friend, I wish and pray you best! :) Be the Ambassador of God every where and every time

Sunshine, new hope-faith-love!

Let's jumping again, i'll go home and take care of my work (PS: homework) ahahahaha Friends will stop by and let's meet up, let's have quality time together while we still can!

SATURATE

DESIRE & DESTINY

Each of us has own desire to reach and to pursue, believe it or not, destiny not made by its own. I believe my destiny has been path from decision I make today now, do you believe it too?... I desire in things and people in some points I do not make them or crossing my life to them, as my act of reaching my destiny Coz, in one point we know that they're not our destiny or might we're fear about our destiny as we make a wrong decision In reverse as I following my desire, I pursue it and I make them my destiny... good or bad it is, it will me my part to run and being responsible and commit unto it. I think all people have own dreams right? all depend on you choice How about your desire now? do you pursue it to cross it as in your destiny? At least you try, you'd already won something At least you dare to dream, you'd already another step closer At least you believe, you'd already owned your confidence At least you care, you'd already part of your achievement ........................................................ NO any luck to achieve BIG things here, you do you choose you try you loose you learn you win you know you live you die you trust you cry you feel Embrace your decisions no matter what, it's not about right or wrong, it's about respond Respond to be responsible for your own destiny at last and you ride it Well, I'm now in working ahahahaha, it's been awhile for this blog yah Far away from home, yet He drawing my destiny full of color, He makes it perfect, always. Yours too.... Ours too my friend. I love YOU there, yes You, Keep ON MOVING you can do it Your BestFriend & Always, RFH