vendredi 1 mai 2020

Daddy's little Girl

Hi Everyone!!!!!
Been in years might delay writing here, quite sometime wasn't it :)
But yeah, suddenly in mind that i want to share after pray today.
My Daddy passed away on Monday, March 9th 2020, yeep this year. Quite harsh actually for me while keeping myself strong everytime. Why? Because i was the closest one kiddo that always playing all around him.
Last met him was on Our Chinese New Year 2020 in January, he gave me his last words to carry on with my life after all bcs he knew that his health wasn't good and might not had much time anymore. He just as thin as paper there
I called him, asking his conditions on Tuesday or Wednesday before he collapsed i think... and just as usual everytime picking up my call He just "Helloooo... sayanggg...." cherring up me everytime as usual.
Got messages from my sisters and brother about his condition, well direct flight back home town then arrived on Friday, my Daddy gone by Monday :')
Missing him... missing his voice... missing his words everytime he picked up the phone again..., if i call would you pick up my call again dad?:"(
Take care you Daddy there... Jesus loves you! and we all too

samedi 12 novembre 2016

08:08 PM- GMT (+7)

Hellow y'all, i'm back! Writing this eventually not planning at all, now i'm on the car waiting my friend but yeah I think why not writing a piece of today's awesome moment I'm thinking how different to be here now, I mean the city, the malls, the people even more... yolooooo Truly this job right now, making me staying longer that I ever thought I would be, ahahahaha sorry to be so honest about that City of Memories, iyeps, money could never buy to replace our best memories! I am happy to be here again Today, just back from helping a birthing mother while running around the parking mall, awkward?? Yes, me too How come we were in same level lot? How come we going down while we supposed to going out? How come nobody's not there? How come she was alone? How come we saw the blood or water or whatever it was -____-" Don't worry la, the mother in good, her family being told and good, we're good also What I want to write is.........
helping the birthing mother to hospital is just sooooooooo........intense feeling, running here, there, waiting, praying, worry, fluttering beh..... -______-" I was shaking inside, oh Dad, and still dag - dig- dug
And now, While riding on my friend's car, I see this city has much grown up, i could tell it's awesome, while wind blows and light raining came Since more than a decade comparing those times and now... Since first time and that day seeing this city, its stole my heart..., i dont know who to blame right? ahahaha It's been a while Since everything has felt this right Suddenly it all around, make me smile and I like the smell of this city's petrichor I am praising the One who gives merci and blessing to this City, Thank You
Oh ya, again, while here Thinking about old friends I had left, gosh,... yeah some people might just crossing but yet never disappear at all, right. All those misunderstanding issues that left behind might not completed I wonder why I left, might too tired or just probably better that way... we had choose in who side we stand and trust, it's our choice to be move on without each other i think. I wonder, each of us has our own thought that might never come to an end. I wonder who the one who got away... and if i'm the one, then, very sorry my Friend, I wish and pray you best! :) Be the Ambassador of God every where and every time
Sunshine, new hope-faith-love!
Let's jumping again, i'll go home and take care of my work (PS: homework) ahahahaha Friends will stop by and let's meet up, let's have quality time together while we still can!

mardi 30 août 2016

SATURATE

DESIRE & DESTINY
Each of us has own desire to reach and to pursue, believe it or not, destiny not made by its own. I believe my destiny has been path from decision I make today now, do you believe it too?... I desire in things and people in some points I do not make them or crossing my life to them, as my act of reaching my destiny Coz, in one point we know that they're not our destiny or might we're fear about our destiny as we make a wrong decision In reverse as I following my desire, I pursue it and I make them my destiny... good or bad it is, it will me my part to run and being responsible and commit unto it. I think all people have own dreams right? all depend on you choice How about your desire now? do you pursue it to cross it as in your destiny? At least you try, you'd already won something At least you dare to dream, you'd already another step closer At least you believe, you'd already owned your confidence At least you care, you'd already part of your achievement ........................................................ NO any luck to achieve BIG things here, you do you choose you try you loose you learn you win you know you live you die you trust you cry you feel Embrace your decisions no matter what, it's not about right or wrong, it's about respond Respond to be responsible for your own destiny at last and you ride it Well, I'm now in working ahahahaha, it's been awhile for this blog yah Far away from home, yet He drawing my destiny full of color, He makes it perfect, always. Yours too.... Ours too my friend. I love YOU there, yes You, Keep ON MOVING you can do it Your BestFriend & Always, RFH

dimanche 29 avril 2012

Kaget dalam Hening

Akhirnya yah nulis dalam bahasa Indonesia juga..., moga-moga masih dapat dimengerti, gubrak.com :)
Em... Let's start with a lil' story yang intinya ialah: i really & seriously praying to know more about people who involved in my life, since i got some adventures that force me to start over my memories about them.
Setiap hari saya memaksa diri saya untuk harus berdoa, membaca email-email terdahulu, melihat foto-foto, melafalkan nama dan sebagainya....sampai saya benar-benar yakin bahwa mereka pernah ada, sejauh mana mereka exist dan mereka ini siapa... Ya, karena banyak yang telah terjadi dan saya lupakan. Saya merasa bertanggung jawab untuk tidak melupakan begitu saja, sampai akhirnya sekarang 98% saya dapat mengingat dan mengerti dengan jelas siapa dan bagaimana mereka dalam kehidupan saya di masa lalu :)
Yah tapi jangan ditanya mengenai beberapa teman SD atau bahkan TK....SMA saja ada beberapa yang saya uda ga ingat, makanya perlu diingatkan kembali.
Waktu berlalu...sampai akhirnya saya menyadari bahwa setiap dari kita akan hilang satu saat nanti karena ya kita pasti dipanggil ketemu Tuhan di surga satu hari ini. Dan muncul di benak saya, lalu bagaimana caranya agar dalam jangka waktu ini sebelum salah satu dari kita dipanggil Tuhan, kita masih tetap dapat berjalan bersama, karena salah satu kita juga dapat hilang karena tidak adanya komunikasi dan interaksi, benar bukan?
Relasi disini maksud saya em...interaksi berhubungan, interaksi hubungan teman, interaksi hubungan bisnis, interaksi hubungan persahabatan,...jadi jangan disalah pahamkan hubungan yang saya maksudkan ;) maksud saya ialah interaksi satu sama lain.
"We have to move on..." this words are coming not from one but many friends. Ada 2 arti dalam kalimat ini yang tidak jelas mereka ungkapkan dan saya hanya terdiam:
1. Kita harus tetap melangkah........."secara bersama-sama menggapai satu tujuan bersama, walaupun salah satu dari kita sedang mengalami kelemahan namun yang satu akan membantu mengangkat dan dan tetap berjalan bersama-sama menggapai tujuan kita kedepan... (+) it means like "we have to move on...don't worry we're still together no matter what happen in one of us, here take your hand on my shoulder...we have to move on, we can't be late..." ....a.k.a tighten the relation.
2. Kita harus tetap melangkah........."menggapai tujuan yang sama, namun tidak lagi bersama-sama..., sekarang kamu dengan jalan mu, ak dengan jalanku.... (-) it means like "we have to move on....might we were together but now you hv to move on with your-own and me with mine....let's walk alone from now on we're not together anymore, still many things waiting in your life and mine, we have to move on.....on our own ways" a.k.a break up the relation.
Ketika saya berdoa untuk keluarga, kolega, allies, mates, teman2 saya... biasa lah curhat sama Tuhan tentang hal ini, dan saya bertanya....Tuhan, apakah saya harus menanyakan kepada masing-masing mereka mengenai pernyataan mereka itu, namun jika saya bertanya kepada mereka saat itu juga ataupun nanti ...bukankah saya akan terlihat bodoh dimata mereka? bisa jadi mereka tersinggung karena ketidakpercayaan saya terhadap ketulusan mereka sebagai dua orang yang sedang berinteraksi....atau bisa jadi saya yang sakit hati karena menganggap bahwa akan berelasi hingga akhir tapi ternyata maksud mereka...relasi kita hanya sampai disini...Dan satu hal yang membuat saya tenang ketika hikmat-Nya beseru:
"Semua itu akan dibuktikan dengan jalan waktu.... Kmu akan melihat dan mengerti maksud pernyataan mereka! "WAKTU" yang bisa membuktikan...sabar dan menunggulah, lakukanlah bagianmu dan kamu akan melihat pada waktuNya."
Bagian ku meraih mereka apapun yang terjadi, dimana interaksi ku kepada mereka dalam dunia Roh (doa) akan tetap berjalan....begitupun dalam dunia nyata. Namun jika hanya dalam dunia roh saja ..... maka itu tidak akan pernah cukup, karena iman tanpa perbuatan ialah sia-sia.
Di atas merupakan doaku Januari- or might awal Februari kemarin. And it's time to enter the fifth month in this year...i had tried my best for now dan DIA yang menjawab doa itu menyatakanNya dengan jelas dan terbukti....satu-persatu akan terlihat dan kelihatan :')
Kesibukan, kemalasan, kebosanan, kenyamanan, kemapanan, ketidakpedulian, kemarahan, kebohongan, ke-...ke-....lainnya telah membuat jarak yang begitu besar, baik jarak yang dapat dihitung...dan jarak yang tidak kelihatan itu.
"Doesn't matter!" as long as it's God's will, plan and favor "Doesn't matter!" as long as it doesn't bother your joy and peaceful heart "Doesn't matter!" as long as you didn't become the stumbling block >"Doesn't matter!" as long as getting agreement of sincerity "Doesn't matter!" as long as it teach you something valuable that can reach&draw you more in God's love "Doesn't matter!"..............but
"IT does matter!" if you're run from God orders you to do so "IT does matter!" if you're in wrong motivation "IT does matter!" if you're getting in lust & rebel-heart "IT does matter!" if you're lying gap between words and acts "IT does matter!" if you're acts none based of sincerity.... "IT does matter!"
Freely go..., but told you so that you're freely come at first & twice but not Thrice or more ... because no ain't want part-time people in their lives.
Run my life in Godliness and dignity that i should take it as principal
You're all amazing and i thank you as part of my life at past, now and then....:')
FAITHFUL in every way!!!
GOD Bless us all.

mardi 20 mars 2012

Mon Travail


Dans la d'énergie, il y a parfois 30 jours de travail sans interruption, 15-18h par jour et parfois des moments de libres...Je suis autodidacte en l'énergie je ne voudrais pas que cette passion ne devienne qu'un simple métier routinier à la longue ...
"de travail efficientes et efficaces"

lundi 23 janvier 2012

HAPPY LUNAR Day fellas ;)

Another life survival here...Thanks God. Well... as a Chinese today is the most one.
Suppose to gathered with families... have a great dinner with core, then have a swing chat with all them, hugs and smiles everywhere, beers, friends, pretzels, cake, chinese food.... I MISS THAT moment!!!

Today is not about gettin' the red fliers with big money, it will more revealed when age become timely manner :) it's all about back to where you belong... one word 'FAMILY' time

Dear all friends around the world even you're Chinese or none.... Gladly saying "Happy Lunar Day 2012...Xin Nien Kuai Le, Gong Xi Fat Choi 2563"
While i'm laying here without being hometown... it's been seven years since i felt it, em next year with His Will, i'll back for Lunar Day with all fams and friends :) waiting for another year come by.

Now will sleep and hope these days passing me through fast forward...


-RFH-

dimanche 7 août 2011

Make you feel My Love

Yesterday night, i felt different then i asked God to help me see and love men as He sees them. Yeah, because in some point i don't have any reason to love but yet i have to...i can't hold this feeling. And Amen... passed today, one of my friend just told me about how Adele one of the Grammy's winner rocks with her voice as a singer and also as a writer of each of her owned. And then she gave me her ipod and okay...let me heard one, the song blew me off my mind about what inside the messages and just like a click time remembering my last night praying time.


When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love


Ou, when everything comes from heart always touch the Heart!
A human being can make a song such like this, wow imagine if God makes a song for you like this even more sweet than this...amazing ha?!
Ask for a love? you should ask for Him inside you first :)
You and me just a simple light dust, nothing else.... but He died for me and you just to make us feel His Love.

You can hear Adele sings here:

jeudi 4 août 2011

Cup Cup PidaP

Cup cup pidap.....cu bu pi da dappp

Pa pi dong
Pa pi dong

Cu bu pi da dappp.


Dedicated to
my Peek-a-Boo!

Standing at God's right hand

Em, well i've been dealing and searching also analyzing the Bible ....the book that i say really THE WORDS OF ALMIGHTY... many times i find out that we're human can't be compared with His mind. I learned in Bethany Church and starting my interest in learning Bibble, finding facts and more historical and details about bible, words and surroundings. Providing not only in theoritical but also the historical facts guide it all by historical news, info even secret by men and Holy spirit. Back to topic so here i am... right now and i dont know how many times i'm dealing with Bible each scripts and praise God still always find out something new to be learned about each day.

This an articel that i found in mike blume june 14/95 and it sticks in my mind and heart about who i am and who is he more and more... and i'm glad that i learned in not only for theory but deal it in my life adventure, haha that's i called it. Okay then let's start our discussion today

// RIGHT HAND OF POWER // A BOOK IN GOD'S RIGHT HAND //
// JOHN COMES TO THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD // ACCEPTING US IN CHRIST //
// WHEN THE LAMB ASCENDED TO THE RIGHT HAND TO TAKE THE BOOK //
//THE DISCIPLES COME TO GOD'S RIGHT HAND // ASCENDED WITH CHIRST //
// THE BEASTS KNEW // EPHESIANS AND REVELATION // THE SPIRIT OF PROPHECY // REVELATION AT THE RIGHT HAND // CONCLUSION //

We all recall the many verses which speak of Jesus standing on the right hand of God. The inference is that He is at the place of POWER and APPROVAL in God. Stephen saw a vision as he was being stoned. He saw Jesus at God's right hand and declared it to his murderers. What enraged the Jews against him was Stephen's declaration and what it implied. They knew they crucified Christ. When Stephen told them that Jesus was at God's right hand they realized he meant that they crucified the One who was so favoured by God that God empowered Him mightily. Such an inference told the Jews that they fought that which God promoted. So, in order to be at God's right hand one must be highly favoured by God so much so as to incite God to mightily empower and bless one's life.

RIGHT HAND OF "POWER"

Note the following verses that prove that the right hand of God refers to His power.

Exodus 15:6 Thy right hand, O LORD, is become glorious in power: thy right hand, O LORD, hath dashed in pieces the enemy.

Matthew 26:64 Jesus saith unto him, Thou hast said: nevertheless I say unto you, Hereafter shall ye see the Son of man sitting on the right hand of power, and coming in the clouds of heaven.

Mark 14:62 And Jesus said, I am: and ye shall see the Son of man sitting on the right hand of power, and coming in the clouds of heaven.

Luke 22:69 Hereafter shall the Son of man sit on the right hand of the power of God.

Ephesians 1:19 And what [is] the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power,

Ephesians 1:20 Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set [him] at his own right hand in the heavenly [places],

Hebrews 1:3 Who being the brightness of [his] glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power, when he had by himself purged our sins, sat down on the right hand of the Majesty on high;

A BOOK IN GOD'S RIGHT HAND

Revelation 5:1 shows a book in the right hand of God who sits on the throne.

Revelation 5:1 And I saw in the right hand of him that sat on the throne a book written within and on the backside, sealed with seven seals.

Jesus, the Lamb with seven eyes (perfect insight), is the only one able to go to God's right hand and take to open the seven-sealed scroll. Any mystery that is so hidden from interpretation and understanding is like a scroll sealed 7 times. Sealing a thing 7 times is indicative of completely hiding something from view. the eye is the organ we have in order to see. And the vision we have is that which we so greatly rely upon to understand our world around us. Therefore, the comparison of possessing insight with having seven eyes is perfectly fitting, since seven denotes PERFECT and COMPLETE.

Paul speaks of the EYES OF OUR UNDERSTANDING. To have 7 eyes, or complete insight, is to be able to loosen 7 seals from any mystery! Christ went to God's right hand and opened the book.

JOHN COMES TO THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD

Now, the Bible doesn't say that Christ took the book and ran around, opening it up before the time in which John came and seen its contents. Therefore we can safely assume that John saw Christ remain at God's right hand when He opened the scroll in Revelation 6.

When the Lamb opened the Book, a Beast told John to "Come and see." Come where? Come to God's RIGHT HAND. This tells us a truth.

Get the picture. When the Lamb came to the right hand of God, the 24 elders and the 4 beasts cried out a praise concerning how Christ was able to take the book for He had redeemed them to God by His blood.

Revelation 5:7-10 And he came and took the book out of the right hand of him that sat upon the throne. And when he had taken the book, the four beasts and four [and] twenty elders fell down before the Lamb, having every one of them harps, and golden vials full of odours, which are the prayers of saints. And they sung a new song, saying, Thou art worthy to take the book, and to open the seals thereof: for thou wast slain, and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred, and tongue, and people, and nation; And hast made us unto our God kings and priests: and we shall reign on the earth.

Being able to come and take the Scroll, and fully comprehend this seven-sealed mystery and thus clearly manifest revelation ability, Jesus Christ incited the 24 elders and 4 beasts to recognize that Christ was in God's complete favour! Since the Lamb had been slain for the purpose of redeeming man, and since God allowed Him to come to His right hand AFTER having thus been slain, we see that God's approval was upon that sacrifice! Jesus came to take the book and reveal it to all mankind. The question was asked:

Revelation 5:2 And I saw a strong angel proclaiming with a loud voice, Who is worthy to open the book, and to loose the seals thereof?

In other words, "Who is worthy enough to come and let man see what is the mystery of God, which man has been barred from seeing due to his alienation from God? Who is worthy enough to come and prove worthiness to possess the right to reveal to man what has always been hidden from man, and thus change God's mind concerning mankind's alienation? Who is worthy enough to take this mystery and freely reveal it to whom he will?"

The fact that man was barred from seeing God's mysteries tells us that man was separated and alienated from God. Otherwise God would hold back no mysteries, and there would be NO SEALS on anything that is of God, as far as man is concerned.

God indirectly allowed all others to come to His right hand, with Christ, since God had no reservations about Christ taking the scroll and opening it to reveal it to others. And this is precisely what the 24 elders and 4 beasts realised as they praised the Lamb for being worthy to take the book. He was slain and had redeemed them by His blood. His sacrifice must have been acceptable, for God allowed Him at His right hand after he was sacrificed!

ACCEPTING US IN CHRIST

To allow Christ to open the scroll for the sake of revealing it's contents to all is to indirectly accept all the world to Himself IN CHRIST. Its not so much the scroll's contents that is the issue, but it is the fact that the Lamb died for the purpose of redeeming man, and that God allowed the Lamb to come to His right hand and take the scroll, thus putting His approval on the Lamb's sacrifice for man. The sacrifice was Accepted!

WHEN THE LAMB ASCENDED TO THE RIGHT HAND TO TAKE THE BOOK

I believe the time when the Lamb went to the throne in Rev. 5 is recorded in John 20:17-19 after His resurrection.

John 20:17-23 Jesus saith unto her, Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and [to] my God, and your God. Mary Magdalene came and told the disciples that she had seen the Lord, and [that] he had spoken these things unto her. Then the same day at evening, being the first [day] of the week, when the doors were shut where the disciples were assembled for fear of the Jews, came Jesus and stood in the midst, and saith unto them, Peace [be] unto you. That is the reason Jesus was able to tell the disciples the following after breathing on them: Then said Jesus to them again, Peace [be] unto you: as [my] Father hath sent me, even so send I you. And when he had said this, he breathed on [them], and saith unto them, Receive ye the Holy Ghost: Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; [and] whose soever [sins] ye retain, they are retained.

THE DISCIPLES COME TO GOD'S RIGHT HAND

Jesus gave the disciples the same authority He received from the Father. God's Spirit of power was in Jesus. And since His sacrifice for man was accepted by God for the purpose of redeeming and empowering man, Jesus was able to give the disciples God's Spirit authority to remit sins! Jesus is the Baptiser in the Holy Ghost!

Matthew 3:11 I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and [with] fire:

Jesus could give people God's Spirit of POWER since Jesus' sacrifice was successful in redeeming man to be worthy to be indwelt by that Spirit.

Acts 1:8 But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

Jesus gave the disciples authority to remit sins! In other words, Jesus told the disciples to come and join Him at God's right hand! Receiving the Spirit from Jesus is akin to standing at the right hand of POWER, for the reception of the Spirit was the reception of POWER (Acts 1:8).

ASCENDED WITH CHRIST

Ephesians 1 informs us that we must use the eyes of our understanding and SEE the mysteries of God. They're our's for the seeing! Paul said we are in Christ since we trusted in His death on the cross in allowing us access to God.

Romans 5:1-2 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.

Ephesians 2:18 For through him we both have access by one Spirit unto the Father.

Ephesians 3:12 In whom we have boldness and access with confidence by the faith of him.

Hebrews 10:19-22 Having therefore, brethren, boldness to enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus, By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh; And [having] an high priest over the house of God; Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies washed with pure water.

Our trust was well directed towards Christ's' work as giving us access to God, for God has approved of our trust in sealing that approval upon us by granting us the Holy Ghost - the Spirit of POWER. The Holy Ghost is POWER to the believer. Let us ever recognize it as such.

Ephesians 1:9-14 Having made known unto us the mystery of his will, according to his good pleasure which he hath purposed in himself: That in the dispensation of the fulness of times he might gather together in one all things in Christ, both which are in heaven, and which are on earth; [even] in him: In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who worketh all things after the counsel of his own will: That we should be to the praise of his glory, who first trusted in Christ. In whom ye also [trusted], after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise, Which is the earnest of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, unto the praise of his glory.

Since we are at such a position of approval from God, we are privy to all His mysteries. The mysteries that were kept from man, making them "mysteries", until the time of Christ were given to us who trusted in Christ. Man was an enemy of God. It wasn't until Christ died to make peace between us and God that we were given access to all that is of God.

Colossians 1:21-23 And you, that were sometime alienated and enemies in [your] mind by wicked works, yet now hath he reconciled In the body of his flesh through death, to present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight: If ye continue in the faith grounded and settled, and [be] not moved away from the hope of the gospel, which ye have heard, [and] which was preached to every creature which is under heaven; whereof I Paul am made a minister;

We must continue in the TRUSTING - continue in the FAITH. Our access, then, provides us revelation of the things of Gods. God would not reveal His "things", as Paul says it, to His enemies:

1 Corinthians 2:9-12 But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. But God hath revealed [them] unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God. For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God.

Paul then continues, in Ephesians, to explain why we can see God's mysteries. After Jesus Christ was sacrificed, He was raised up to God's right hand. Since the term "right hand" denotes POWER, and is not literal, Paul uses it to introduce his thought in the following manner:

Ephesians 1:19-2:1 And what [is] the exceeding greatness of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power, Which he wrought in Christ, when he raised him from the dead, and set [him] at his own right hand in the heavenly [places], Far above all principality, and power, and might, and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this world, but also in that which is to come: And hath put all [things] under his feet, and gave him [to be] the head over all [things] to the church, Which is his body, the fulness of him that filleth all in all. God made us alive due to our faith in Christ: And you [hath he quickened], who were dead in trespasses and sins; And then God raised us up together with Christ:

Ephesians 2:5-6 Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;) And hath raised [us] up together, and made [us] sit together in heavenly [places] in Christ Jesus:

Since Christ is at God's right hand, and we are in Christ, then we can say we are at the right hand of God IN CHRIST.

THE BEASTS KNEW

John came to the right hand of God and seen the scroll's contents.

Revelation 6:1 And I saw when the Lamb opened one of the seals, and I heard, as it were the noise of thunder, one of the four beasts saying, Come and see. One of the beasts told him to come and see.

This beast realised the import of God's acceptance of Christ's sacrifice. Now, you must se that John had to go to God's right hand in order to see what was in the scroll, for that is where Christ stood and opened it. This meant that John was no longer assuming the position of being an enemy of God, but now assuming the place of RECONCILIATION.

Did the Beast realise what it was telling John to do? Did it realise it was implying that John was no longer an enemy of God? You better believe it did!

The 24 elders and 4 beasts cried out how the Lamb redeemed them from sin by His blood. We might not fully have been able to comprehend the meaning of the Lamb going to God's right hand, but the 24 elders and the beasts certainly did! They knew what such access entailed, after Christ was slain for our sins. The Beast was telling John, "You can now come to God's right hand, too! That Lamb died for the purpose of making peace between you and God. Since God allowed Him to come to His right hand, God has approved of what the Lamb has done. He approved of that sacrifice, thus accepting it. Otherwise God would have not accepted Him at His right hand, even though Jesus was given access during His lifetime before the cross. Jesus' life was approved of God, but if Jesus' sacrifice had not been acceptable to God, then God would have barred Christ from His right hand. This would indicate that Christ's work was insufficient to redeem man. If it was insufficient, then Christ would have retained sin. In order to successfully be a sacrifice for man, Jesus had to have a sinless life. This was foreshadowed by the spotless lambs slain in OT days. Should His sacrifice have been a failure, then neither He nor mankind could approach the right hand of God. Since, however, God allowed Christ to come to His right hand, we know that we also are able to approach there. So, John. Come and see!"

EPHESIANS AND REVELATION

As Ephesians explains how we now can know the mysteries of God due to Christ's death for our reconciliation to God (Eph. 1:7-14), Revelation shows John's opportunity to "Come and see" the formerly-sealed scroll of mystery. The Lamb was slain for sinners and was accepted by God as having successfully fulfilled that role. Its not so much the contents of the scroll, but rather the fact that John was able to go to God's right hand and SEE THAT WHICH HE WAS FORMERLY NOT ALLOWED TO SEE.

To be able to receive revelation from God is to be able to stand at God's right hand where all revelation is found. We were formerly barred from such access to God. We can all enjoy such revelation, if we will but only realise it! The only qualification is that you maintain your trust in Christ as your only grounds for the availability of anything that is God's. It is to stand in God's approval instead of being an enemy of His. It is to have awareness that our sins are GONE! We are redeemed by the blood.

Ephesians 2:12-19 That at that time ye were without Christ, being aliens from the commonwealth of Israel, and strangers from the covenants of promise, having no hope, and without God in the world: But now in Christ Jesus ye who sometimes were far off are made nigh by the blood of Christ. For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition [between us]; Having abolished in his flesh the enmity, [even] the law of commandments [contained] in ordinances; for to make in himself of twain one new man, [so] making peace; And that he might reconcile both unto God in one body by the cross, having slain the enmity thereby: And came and preached peace to you which were afar off, and to them that were nigh. For through him we both have access by one Spirit unto the Father. Now therefore ye are no more strangers and foreigners, but fellowcitizens with the saints, and of the household of God;

Ephesians 3:2-6 If ye have heard of the dispensation of the grace of God which is given me to you-ward: How that by revelation he made known unto me the mystery; (as I wrote afore in few words, Whereby, when ye read, ye may understand my knowledge in the mystery of Christ) Which in other ages was not made known unto the sons of men, as it is now revealed unto his holy apostles and prophets by the Spirit; That the Gentiles should be fellowheirs, and of the same body, and partakers of his promise in Christ by the gospel:

(In reading the above references, note the two elements of the chance to receive revelation and the access to God. )

To go to God's right hand is to go to the throne. If we don't realise we CAN go, we will not go, for we only act upon that of which we are aware. This is the reason Hebrews tells us:

Hebrews 4:16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

THE SPIRIT OF PROPHECY

I believe the above truths help is further understand what the angel meant when he told John :

Revelation 19:10 And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said unto me, See [thou do it] not: I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.

The angel, in effect said, "The whole essence (spirit) of being able to declare God's truths as I have declared them to you is granted to me because of what Jesus did for you in His sacrifice. John, don't worship me. I did nothing to deserve honour from you for my prophecy to you. Jesus did it all! You can know these truths because God has permitted you to know. You are no longer alienated from Him. Jesus Christ redeemed you to God. Enjoy this blessing of Jesus Christ, John. And praise Him."

REVELATION AT THE RIGHT HAND

Psalm 16:8-11 I have set the LORD always before me: because [he is] at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth: my flesh also shall rest in hope. For thou wilt not leave my soul in hell; neither wilt thou suffer thine Holy One to see corruption. Thou wilt shew me the path of life: in thy presence [is] fulness of joy; at thy right hand [there are] pleasures for evermore.

The New Testament interpreted this passage as a reference to Jesus Christ and His resurrection, as though the Lord Jesus were speaking. See verse 10. Verse 11 explains how God will show Jesus the PATH OF LIFE. That is revelation. It is truth concerning our walk with God, which Christ would reveal to His people. This is very similar to Christ receiving revelation from the Father, and in turn revealing it to all those who are in Him.

At God's right hand are pleasures forever more because there we find the revelation of the path of life! And the path of life is the correct manner in which to live and enjoy God's pleasures prepared for us.

There is a blessed fellowship around the right hand of God where the people who are there can enjoy all the mysteries God has. Paul spoke of the fellowship of mystery.

Ephesians 3:9-12 And to make all [men] see what [is] the fellowship of the mystery, which from the beginning of the world hath been hid in God, who created all things by Jesus Christ: To the intent that now unto the principalities and powers in heavenly [places] might be known by the church the manifold wisdom of God, According to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus our Lord: In whom we have boldness and access with confidence by the faith of him.

I feel it is talking about the fact that the Jews and Gentiles are now one people of God, but I believe we can see an inference that this fellowship is possible due to the understanding of the mystery of God. And we are in a New Creation. This New creation was made by Jesus Christ when He died on the cross. Yes, God did create the physical world by His Word, or Jesus Christ. The Word became flesh - Jesus Christ. But we also see the New Creation - the New Heaven and Earth - the Kingdom of God, being made by Jesus Christ. And this is the more important world. See verse 9.

CONCLUSION

We can apply this truth when we are in need. By committing our trust to Christ's death, we can say, "God, I am trusting in Christ's death for my request to be met. I am thus in Christ. therefore, I am on your right hand of power. By that power, i know that You meet my need!, Let Your will be done"

Amen.

mercredi 3 août 2011

Bonjouuuurrrr'

Avant j'étais prétentieu, je me suis surveillé et maintenant je suis parfait!!!!Avant que je suis rentré chez, j'ai entendu cette chanson et après je suis ici... mon copain il suffit de chanter pour moi aussi. Donc nous allons chanter ensemble:

Vous pouvez danser
Chaque danse avec le gars qui vous donne l'oeil
Laissez-le vous tenir serré
Vous pouvez sourire
'Neath au clair de lune pâle
Chaque sourire pour l'homme qui a tenu la main
Et dont les bras, tu vas être en
Mais n'oubliez pas qui est Takin 'votre maison
Alors Darlin 'économiser la dernière danse pour moi
Eh bien, vous pouvez savoir
Que la musique va bien comme le vin sparklin '
L'amour et chanter
Mais alors que nous sommes séparés, ne vous donnez votre cœur à tous ceux
Allez jeter votre plaisir
Tu ne peux pas le sentir quand nous touchons
Alors chérie, sauf la dernière danse pour moi
Bébé tu ne sais pas Je t'aime tant
Mais n'oubliez pas qui est Takin 'votre maison
Je ne pourrai jamais te laisserai jamais partir
Je t'aime tellement
Eh bien, vous pouvez danser
Vous pouvez continuer jusqu'à la nuit est allé
Et il est temps d'aller
S'il demande
Si tu es tout seul, peut-il vous ramener chez vous
Vous devez lui dire NON!
Et dont les bras, tu vas être en
Parce que ne pas oublier qui est Takin 'votre maison
Et dont les bras, tu vas être en
Alors chérie, sauf la dernière danse pour moi

;)

dimanche 24 avril 2011

期待中

今日金句:"利慾可熏心,勿忘真本性"


“最愛花花光一刻當下
花光 卻未明辨真假
不只有時間該可怕
怒放心花 多一晚盡情吧
但已倉卒地留下瘡疤
不敢再大嘴巴 ”

“最愛花 花光一刻當下
即使已漸明辨真假
開始覺時間不可怕
盛放煙花 燒起了熱誠吧
大半生過盡無限關卡
珍惜每日怎跨 ”

全詞最愛的一句:“大半生過盡無限關卡,珍惜每日怎跨”。
點。

置身于花花世界之外去看花花世界...

mardi 22 mars 2011

MY LIFE & MY LIGHT

I'm racing the finish line of a lifetime thats barely started
You're waiting on a minute hand in a countdown that lasts for days
But I'm here to tell you, it won't be long before I'm here to stay
And I can assure You, that I'll be there before the story ends

'Cause when I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, You'll be the only light I see

The weightlessness and the lack of rest
away from You, i'm in over my head
Even when it's dark before the dawn
I will feel Your grace and carry on
And with every breath of me, You'll be the only light I see

When I needed a place to hang my heart
You were there to wear it from the start
And with every breath of me, You'll be the only light I see


Even when it's dark before the dawn
I will feel Your grace and carry on
And with every breath of me, You'll be the only light I see
The only light I see !!!

jeudi 20 janvier 2011

Stories in 16//1/11

There's something urge me to write this.


yes, my heart is broken down not mean in my love stories. But seeing that i had to leave....putting down everyone that i missed, that i want to spend just lil time more for them but i can not.

can't stand on my feet and tears was all i got, that day i was praying for strength and asking Holy Spirit to guide me that night to stand still nothing was going wrong everything was alright and ready for the morning time to say "take care you all..."


Nothing at all, words unspoken. Even though i fake it, i know that you're all knowing me... my eyes always tell you the truth.

Best i have is my family no matter what they are, but surely you're all my families. Grateful and i wanna say sorry had to leave. Back or not doesn't matter, we surely meet again.


Pero nunca te olvidare !!!

jeudi 11 novembre 2010

When i see You smile' at me Lord.

Sometimes i wonder how i'd ever make it through, through this world without having You. I just wouldn't have a clue cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me and there's no way of breaking free. And then i see You reach out for me, sometimes i wanna give up, wanna give in, i wanna quit the fight.

AND I SEE YOU SMILE, ONE LOOK AT YOU LORD'
And everything's alright, yes just can make everything's alright.


God there's nothing in this world that could ever do, what the touch of Your hand can do. It's like nothing that i ever knew and when the rain is falling, i don't feel it cause You're here with me.

THEN ONE LOOK AT YOU LORD'
It's all i'll ever need, You're all i'll ever need.


When i see You smile i can face the world and You know i can do anything.
When i see You smile i see a ray of light and i see it shining right through the rain.
When i see You smile, yes when i see You smile, smile at me
Can make everything alright and It's alright...

mardi 9 novembre 2010

De l'amour sans condition'.

"....Il n'y a qu'un bonheur dans la vie, c'est d'aimer et d'être aimé...."

Truly??? Or seriously that quotes can make your faith and hope growing even more???

Un petit billet de tendresse et douceur
Pour toi adorable fée et douce magicienne
Et même si tes yeux ne sont plus rieurs
Tu as l'amour ancrer au fond de ton coeur.

"L'amour pour réchauffer le coeur, DIEU EST AMOUR."

mercredi 27 octobre 2010

My Sunshine' :')

You are my Sunshine, my only Sunshine.
You make me happy, when skies are gray.
You'll never know dear, how much i love you.
So please don't take my Sunshine away....

I am here for you, always here for you.
when you need a shoulder to cry on, someone to rely on
I am here for you.
When you needin' someone to hold you, remember i told you
I am here for you.


Thank You Daddy "J"

samedi 16 octobre 2010

Say' what you need to say.

Em...well, i guess i want to give my testimonial to each of my expcs lately. Gonna write it in Indonesian.
Yah, kemarin setelah pengalaman peralihan kesadaran merasakan detik2 peralihan itu...membuat ku tersadar mengenai tujuan hidupku. Tidak lama selang waktu...tepatnya beberapa jam yang lalu, ak menyadari setelah sekian berapa ribu juta kali ditolong oleh Roh Kudus dan malaikatNya.

Ga sampai 24 jam lalu, hidup saya hampir saja lagi ... , hari ini cukup banyak kesibukan. Mengurus pindahan dan research, saya pulang untuk beristirahat sejenak sebelum memberikan penjelasan mengenai bahasa Indonesia -.- *jangan tanya ini, me vs b.Indonesia* ...setelah itu dilanjutkan dengan menemani beberapa teman dan pacar untuk swimming, sedang saya hanya duduk melihat mereka berenang seperti ikan duyung dan lumba2 kesana kemari. Cuaca mulai mengigil, then kami dinner and home.

Pulang, istirahat bentar...dan kami berencana untuk pergi cinema dan putar2 malam nya...*hobby kelayapan teteup ye'yah anda taulah, ga ada nasi...so wajar lah klo pulang2...ga lama setelah itu lapar again, setara tetep namanya orang Indo, mo jem berapapun makan bo' hehehe.

Okay, saya mau makan INDOMIE...2 bungkus, ga habis ada doi yang habisin *maafkan saiya pacar kmu menjadi tong sampah ku* ...latar belakang tempat tinggal dengan pekerja baru, memang pada saat itu tercium baru gas yang tanjam, kiraku mungkin lupa tutup gas dikit, ak cek ga ada masalah kok dengan kompor.

balik ke dapur, tanpa berpikir panjang...memasak sana sini, jadilah 2indomie kuah+2telor+cabe dicampur satu...*kenikmatanduniawisayayasepertiiniKALAP*
makan...setelah itu entah kenapa salah satu temen mengatakan kok bau gasnya tanjam bgt, coba dicek...kok gasnya BUNYI??..okay that's weird, padahal tadi ak ga denger2 apa2, mungkin karena saat itu sedang nyanyi2 jadi ga kedengaran...jadinya mulai ketakutan karena kali ini gasnya beneran

Dan okay, pacar saya kemudian mengatakan semua stay dan dia yang akan pergi mengecek tabung gas di dapur...karena setara uda ga ada yang berani balik karena baunya uda ga ketulungan. Well, tanpa tanya langsung jalan dia menuju ke dapur sedang yang lain blum sempat ngomong dan berusaha untuk menuju pintu keluar. Namun pikirku, mana mungkin lah ak tinggalin dia sendirian dalam rumah yg ngurus tabung gas 50 kg sendirian...NO way, i could let him and situation like this we're in this together.

Then ak balik ke dapur...liat dia sedang pegang tabung segede gaban gitu, ternyata BOCOR valve utama dr tabung...just like someone cut it off, but we still investigate it. dan i ngomong tadi ak loh yang terakhir masak disini...masi buka kompor dengan heat nyala terbesar masak indomie buat makan bareng...dan dia ngomong klo ada korek api atau pun dikit pemicu api pasti akan segera meledak.
Dan ak sadar mungkin tadi ak uda meledak, tapi kok ga? setara tadi rasanya memang uda bau tajamnya ada...dan api waktu masak uda kuning merah bukan biru lagi...*brusadarLOL

Kenapa kok tadi pas masak ga meledak? we just give praise to God, setelah itu kt berdua ambil taps, gips dan cabut valve tabung dan cabut dari kompor...sampai pemadam datang, satpam delel...

Well, God not only save and protect me again...but they all are too...mereka melihat karya Tuhan sungguh luar biasa, disini ada ahli fisika kimia pun tak mampu berkata apa2, selain Tuhan itu baik sungguh sangat baik.


that's why i could say that i unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Him, so...!!!

Thanks for protecting and saving me and us all today again, dear Dad Jesus.

MIRACLE'


Unconditionally & Irrevocably in love with You, Lord and Your Holy Spirit inside me.

i can not resist You.

samedi 21 août 2010

Myheartbeat'

Un autre jour sans ton sourire, un autre jour passe juste par mais maintenant je sais. Combien cela signifie pour que vous restiez, juste ici avec moi. Un millier de miles entre nous dès maintenant, Il me fait de se demander comment notre amour ce soir reste si forte. Il fait de notre droit de risque tout au long de. Le temps passé en dehors fera notre amour se renforce, mais il fait si mauvais Je ne peux pas le prendre plus longtemps. Les choses peuvent aller et venir, mais je sais Bébé je crois forte que quelque chose brûlait, entre nous. Permet clair pour moi.

Je veux vieillir avec vous, je veux être à la recherche dans vos yeux je veux être là pour vous, partage dans tout ce que vous ne....Je veux vieillir avec vous.





je suis remercier Dieu de sa volonté en moi.

dimanche 1 août 2010

Mau dibawaaa kemanaa'....dirimu

Hehe...karena janji saiya sebelum nya bahwa saiya akan tulis menulis minggu ini...baiklah hari ini akan saiya tepatiiii :)
ada kabar gembira...hehehe, bahwa surat permesso saiya sedang dalam proses* proses pengecekan, analisis plusplus...setelah hampir 1 bulan ini menunggu antrian proses panjang dari jaman majapahit dimana kependudukan saya hanya diberikan pada selembar kertas....klo ditiup angin atau kena basah..emboh piye dah, tapi sudah ku simpan rapat di brankas berlapis.

Walaupun jauh dari ono ke sini tapi selalu melakukan pengecekan rutin terhadap apa yg terjadi akhir2 ini...mulai dari ekonomi, politik ampe keong racun...
Ntar lagi uda mo 17 agustusan...+puasa lebaran, keingat waktu kecil dulu ikut acara 17san mulai dari nyanyi ampe menang paskib, nah entah kenapa tiap kali 17san saya selalu belang kanan kiri, contohnya belang bentuk kaos kaki, belang di paha pakai rok, belang di tangan....*ingat belangnya akibat kena matahari beda ama panu ye...

Hari ini keingat jaman dahulu, dimana sempat berbagi crita sm bestpren ai...mulai dari sd, smp, sma lah, kuliah lah....dan yang ga pernah berubah adalah kesukaan saya terhadap hujan hujanan...haizz tak perlu di ragukan lah itu.
dulu waktu smp...basecamp ruang osis, ujan2an...saya bertitah noh keluarin sofa duduk didepan ruang osis pake sofa item gede empuk...sambil liatin hujan+ngerasain dingin dan bau nya hujan deres waktu itu..rame2 anak2 semua...ya ampun kenangan dan kenikmatan itu luar biasa...

dan secara tak sadar...saya melakukannya beberapa hari yang lalu...dimana hujan ney...sore, ga isa kemana2 setara uda beres semua. Tumben hujan, sambil doa dlm hati..Tanx God, lsg dah entah dari mana pikiran lsg...ayo semua seret sofa ke depan pendopo, dan membutuhkan 15 orang hanya untuk menyeret sofa ini..entah dibuat dari apa coba...dan ak cuman duduk...diam, dengan total sempit2an 15 orang dalam satu sofa...hanya menikmati hujan, dinginnya, baunya dan suasana tenangnya....terdiam sejenak, dan ak bertanya: sejak kapan kalian suka hujan??

Tak terpikir oleh ku: "Sejak kami berjalan bersama anda tentunya..."jawab salah satu mereka. Dan ak balas dengan "Cobalah renungkan dan ingat akan hari ini...oneday kita akan cerita pada orang lain bahkan anak cucu kita...bagaimana kita duduk sempit2an kayak gini...khusus hanya untuk menikmatin hujan sore hari"..hahahaha...
Klo soal main ujan mah....ga usa diomong mulai dari kecil mungil ampe gede gini, mulai dari ajak teman2, pacar, sampe ntar pasangan hidup gw kdpan akn gw ajak untuk main hujan....hehehe...bukan typhical romantic person playing in middle of raindrops but somehow yeah i am...

Satu hal yang dapat kita pelajari bersama ialah...ketika orang2 melihat anda dan mencontohi perbuatan anda...apakah anda siap untuk menjadi teladan bagi mereka? mau dikenal sebagai apa dirimu dan menjadi apa dirimu...silakan anda memutuskan jalan anda.

Mau dibawa kemanaaa masa depanmu? mau di kenal sebagai orang seperti apakah anda?....answered it in your heart, asking God and choose your free-will with wisdom from Him, biar semua pikiran, hati, ucapan, tindakan mu menjadi teladan bagi orang sekitar mu...karena engkau adalah cermin Penciptamu. :D